
sigh, my fishes and plant died after my visit to my fren's hometown.. can't rely on anyone anymore.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
whoever say wanna change the world is asshole
listen
all you need is to close your eyes...
the wind will be whispering on your ears
inviting the yellowish leave dancing in the air elegantly
they never regret of it..
what to do?
the world is a mess, real mess
and we are part the the mess..
the desire to be slave
some people said god created us,
but the truth is we created the gods
burden
the ant laugh and ask the snail..
why you carry such stupid shell on your back and walk like an old man?
Who is in the dream?
I see butterfly in my dream
the butterfly says she sees me in her dream
theft
haha... just now 2 indians came and stole our sugarcanes that planted in front of my house, when my mum came out, they already took the sugarcanes and ran away...
shake legs
It has been 3 months.. even now life is a little bit boring, but I never regret of the decision. So, what is the next? I am not sure too.. thing seems like is not as easy as I initially thought. Too much dependancies and trivia.. sigh.. and now the economy is still swinging which worried me.. it might take 2/3 years to recover. what to do during this time? buying more share? go back to school? ... dev a web site to cheat $$? show me the light.. i remember one of my admired authors say one must know 3 things in one life ie. philosophy, literature and history.. philosophy is the stars at night which leads you to the destination. literature is the reflection on the pond, the things presented thru a book is the reflection, you don see the real thing, but you will roughly know the shape.

